I was scanning my old journal and found this poem, not knowing how or why I wrote it.
“Not this time, Not anymore.
Please don’t repeat what has happened before.
Don’t bring back the anxiety and confusion,
While you love me without giving resolution.
But if you truly love me, I’d give you a chance
To tell me something with just one glance.
Be brave and stop hiding what you feel,
Shout my name to the world and tell me your love is real.
But if ever, you can’t do that for me,
Please just leave and stop making me see
How you could love me but can’t stand for us;
How your weakness has taken us away from what we could have.”